Hello Again!

So its been a while. . .yeah - sometimes its like life takes on a life of itself - craziness just oozes out of every pore and I can hardly keep up with my jobs, the kids, the laundry and the dishes - much less find time to post a blog. In the past few months I've. . .hmmm. . .nothing exciting. I'm sure I've cleaned up a few more messes from Mischief (Pee Pot's new name. Its my blog, I'll call her what I want, even if you people refuse to vote), I've refereed multiple fights between Mischief and Drama, I've taught classes, gotten new clients, lost clients, done untold loads of laundry, cooked a thousand meals, dealt with one thousand and one emergencies, lost 5 lbs and gained them back. . .Life is just a repetition of the same scenes over and over. Its really frikken frustrating some times. Times like now. . .

Ever have those days? Where everything seems wrong? Your kids, your job, your marriage, your life - you should get up and clean house but its all too overwhelming. . .and what would be the point - the kids/job/marriage/life would just mess it up again in the morning? Sometimes I swear, it makes more sense to just walk over the clutter than to pick it up. More sense to ignore the child pitching a fit over nothing than to try to discipline or correct. More sense to take a nap than to get up an exercise. More sense to eat the chocolate cake than the salad. More sense to be wrong than to be right.

I need to go to sleep, but I'm so distracted by the utter chaos of life that I can't sleep. . .that I lie in bed and toss and turn and wake up F and irritate him. I would take a sleeping pill, but at this late hour, it would just serve to make me a miserable groggy mess tomorrow. I would take up drinking but unfortunately sobriety would come back and hit me in the face in the morning.

Next up - positive thoughts by Julia: Lets all drop the toaster in the bathtub :) Sorry guys - I'll be lighter hearted tomorrow. And I'll try to post funny kid related stuff soon.